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Carpe Diem
ABOUT ME

Hsingzz
Lob
Studying at Kaplan
Working full-time

MY WISH LIST

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Cindy
Esther
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Renwei
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Shuwen
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Woanni
Weirong
Xinni

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

went to changi beach with yb on sun. though the place is a little ulu, atmosphere is good..
the soft sand, the stars, the sea and everything..
except the washroom! totally put us off! =X a fine place with not so fine wc? haas.

helped doreen to get the stuff she wanted from the files..
those are all placed in the cardboard right from the very high end to the low end.
obviously, im too short to reach the top.
stacy found a stool for me.. still, i need zaw's help.. thanks!
felt so helpless.. can't help to think why am i so short?!
finally got all the stuff and doreen asked me to put them back! faint.

surprised sarly and celebrated bd over her place.
the last time i went there was around 10years ago!
we had our chat, took photos, etc.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARLY & LINDA!!

two of the photos that i think are the most decent? lol.

one of the kissing sessions.. =X


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Saturday, September 27, 2008

can't really rmb what happened these days.. memory still super lousy. i need pig brain soup to improve my memory! LOL. not as if i drank that before.. must be yucky!

on thu, vivien told me to ask her if i have any qns.. but she "backfired" what she said.. not bothered abt this now.. just take note and use it to reflect upon myself.

supposed to meet lydia, woanni, and gang that night but.. i decided not to.. knew the topic for the meeting would be attachment.. was fuming abt vivien's attitude and i din wanna affect their mood.. luckily i din miss out much.. haas!

fri.. me and sijie took the same long way to work.. suddenly she asked me to get on the car that was waiting by the roadside.. i saw a guy kept calling to us but i din know who is that.. kept ask sj who that guy is, but she din reply me.. finally got my answer.. the GM. i wonder how he know we are the interns there.. and even if he knew, he don need to give us a ride.. he don have the obligation too.
think sj knew him.. but she din tell me who GM is when i told her i din know, few days ago! it was GM's birthday and yea.. bd song and cake.. din get to see who is that.. =X anw, he's friendly.. and erm.. its was raining and i think because of us, the rain wet his car! opps!

its like finally i walked up to xian zheng regarding my logbook.. told him abt the comments that he wrote are actually wrong and stuff.. he smiled throughout.. seems like not listening to what im saying then asked if he can write another day.. i thought he got irritated of writing those stuff.. its actually quite difficult for him to write as he did not give me any work and the way i wrote my reflection gave him no chance to talk abt my progress.. and he only speak to me every fridays for the logbook?! seems like i so realistic.. only talk to him to get him sign and write for me.. =X i did tried to smile when i see him! but the smile just don form and we actually turned away after looking at each other for sometime.. sighs.. its like 3 weeks and we are still strangers? lol. i noted he dozed off in the lunch bus.. din even know we reached the company.. he must be tired.. so next week then ask him write comments lo..

helping vivien the whole day.. then doreen came too.. 1st time she asked for my help.. anw, was super busy. wanna complete the tasks to help the others.. but i din even manage to finish vivien's work.. =.= realised its the 26th.. near month end.. no wonder they are so occupied with work.. and its a rare thing to see my dept area still have ppl doing work when i leave the company!..

last min met up with char after work.. shan't say much but mato! i will always support you de.. gambate! =D

okie.. my bro asked me to write abt him.. din managed to see him these days.. he's still sleeping when i went out for work.. and i fell aslp when he came home.. he volunteered for the F1 thinggy and he got sunburnt la.. i don't call that tan because its like more of red than golden brown? lol.


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Monday, September 22, 2008

today was soo bored for me! i din wanna go to my colleagues every morning to ask for things to do (seems so irritating and naggy) so i waited for at least half an hour, to make sure they settled down and reluctantly walk up to my department. i only saw xian zheng and luis at their desk.

doreen told me she has taken off.. vivien supposed to be back today but she din.. her mother-in-law must have need her attention and care.. whats worse? cally and billie also not at their desk! i was like.. who am i supposed to go to? though xian zheng is my supervisor, he aids the manager and the finance director.. the superior kind of duty.. i cant seem to help anything.. luis, i don even know what he is in-charge of. only helped him to do filing once. felt like going to ask xz, but the sight of the two guys make me feel shy. zzz

luckily billie only took half day off and finally i have things to do! lalala. time always pass faster when you are busy. but im glad i learnt from the previous stoning sessions! brought storybook to read and xinyi's mentor actually told xy that i very free! =.=

nearly missed the lunch bus cos billie was giving me work to do. she's not going for lunch, din tell me and still hold me back. everyone waiting for me in the bus and i actually don feel like to catch it. you know how i feel.

thinking about this, i miss those days at IE Sing! we can go for lunch anytime within the 2 hours and we still have time to go shopping and even to the recreation club to chill out. table soccer!! wanna play with bernard, jieying soon! miss the msn thing that IE has.. we can crap with the other temps when we have nothing to do. and if you wanna get your colleague, all you have to do is to click and chat with them and they will come to you when they are free. so much organised. of course not to mention my beloved temp mates.. bernard, jieying, chris, jenny, keng hwee and wen zhao! wz's the damn crappy one! can fight the crappy title with bernard, ying bao and aisyah. heex. oh well, i shud stop comparing the two companies. different culture yea. doing my best to adapt to the things and people here!.. gambate! ^^


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Saturday, September 20, 2008

com finally can be used and i was sooo busy!! first time see the system and i need to use it complete many tasks quickly! lots of question marks and i can't rmb the previous tasks after i was introduced to a new one. haiyo~ vivien said i forgetful. ah-ha! that's just the beginning!! =x she kept rush me, expecting me to understand and rmb straight after her explanation.. throw other work to me when i haven even finish those she gave me lo !

saw kok chuang at mac on thu.. he looks the same. haas.

had a nice chat with xin yi, logistics intern. she shared a joke. make us all laugh and stacy could add on well too. told mum abt it and i cant stop laughing till my tears fell down. zzz. crazy gal. anyways, im glad to know them. they are friendly and it seems like we know each other for a long time! =D

after sis asked if my supervisor is shuai, i gave a serious thought... in a way, he is. shy and cute. the responsible and polite type. wed was the first day he spoke to me! its been a week before he speak to me! =.= din realise he wants attention after he returned my logbook. suddenly felt a rush within me.. hope i din blush. zzz. oh yea.. his name is xian zheng.. hope i din call him xian zhi.. its the opposite of my friend's name, zhi xian.. and somehow im used to it. =x

ytd he passed me some invoices to key in. and i was like.. huh. which one? as in which type.. obviously i mixed them up. he actually told me its the same as what billie gave me this morning! the thing is, how does he know what i was doing?! i have yet to record what i did on fri. felt monitored.
dono why kept bang into him. guess he smiled at me. but i act as if i din see him.. he's my supervisor.. i cant probably always escape from him. yet he's so shy till i din know what to say or do and i also paiseh lo. hope we can talk much soon..


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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

have been doing my best to put someone down.. i may be thinking too much or reacting too greatly.. since we cant even chat like normal friends, might as well give up. i don't wanna feel like a bug who cling on to a piece of block..

keep helping him to give excuses to lie to myself.. but from what others said about him, its just totally different.. i then realise how far i am to him...

trying hard to keep away from those who has got connections to him and speak less to those who knows his on-goings..


twin said she never seen me so emo.. sis felt he is affecting me too much.. someone pls help me!! i don't wanna let time make me sink deeper!!..


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updates! the bbq is cancelled.. there goes my chance to relax yet again.. i'll soon visit there!!


didn't do much today.. i was stoning for almost the whole day!! the computer just arrived when it's gonna be time for home today.. with the com, chances of "sanding" will be slim, not mentioning to my sessions of "stoning" or even "rocking"!! LOL. talking crap. i wonder if anyone understands.. =P


steven came with the com and set it up.. but i have yet to think of any password so he's seeing me tml morning.. i dont mind though.. he has got nice deep voice.. hahas! reminds me of combi boy.. only linzt knows who i refer to.. heex.

anyways, was quite paiseh.. he suddenly appeared and the desk was of course very messy.. zaw cleared it, only left the plasters that i used.. i cant reach for them as the two guys were at each side. so i wanna throw away after the com is done. steven actually asked me for tissue to pick up the rubbish that i left! omg.. i thought he wanna clean the keyboard or maybe wipe smth.. i was stunned and stoned there.. luckily zaw offered to help.. phew. what a messy girl i am. =X


zaw's computer will come tml.. meaning he will have to move to another seat.. away from me!! yes.. it sounds good for me to take over the whole spacious manager cubicle but i rather be sharing with him than being alone.. hope he and stacy they all will pop in as and when they are free. =))


ooh yea.. today is someone's bd.. i say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SIJIE!! don't hit me le hor.. i really don't rmb anything lo.. hurhur.. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY in ADVANCE to SIR PANDA (wei rong)!!


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Sunday, September 14, 2008

has been shopping these days.. damn broke.. but i still need more pants, skirts and shoes for attachment! haiyo.. spending more than i earn.. zzz.


intent to go jogging with char today.. on our way to the reservoir, drizzle came so we went to have a sit near my house.. why the rain always cut into my relax time?! anyways had a nice chat with her.. she's lucky and i'm filled with envy.. awww. shan't say much here.. heex.


there's a bbq for my sec 4 class.. hope the rain will finally pardon me to clear all the unhappy memories.. these are too much for me to contain and i realised i have become very emotional these days.. sighs.. hopefully i have not affected anyone... and thanks to twin and mervyn who have always been here!.. hugs!


tml's monday and the computers will be here ready with tons of work for us to complete! gambate!! just hope that they won't ask me or zaw to change seats.. we can share a computer. lol. and yea.. i have to get back my logbook from my supervisor!! he didn't return me on friday!.. maybe i shall take this chance to talk to him.. break the ice yea..


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Thursday, September 11, 2008

2nd day.. went out a little earlier cos sijie need to switch on the lights and aircon, etc.. but we forgot our way!! zzz. helped billie with her work again and finished quite fast.. there's nth to do and was asked to go and rest.. being in inactive mode made me feel very cold and sleepy.. zaw did his best to joke.. but.. really not funny la.. sorry bro.. have to improve your skill. haas.

went for lunch at tampines mart mac.. just wanna settle lunch at the nearest place visible cos lunch is actually cut to 30mins considering the ride. saw a familiar face.. dickson! sijie and i heard him telling his frenz about me.. i was like.. not again?! b'cos of dickson, almost all his classmates knew me when i don't even know them and even had some prank calls!!! he came over with a fren who knows me but i don't really rmb.. how paiseh.. and even after he tell me his name, i still cant match the name with face lo! anyways, i pretended that i rmb cos he gone all shy.. =X dickson actually asked me not to miss him.. i think he miss me more lo.. my pumpings and trainings yea.. supported by the grins on his face.. hahas. yes.. im his madam.. npcc rocks man!!..

saying about npcc, the hong kong police show at channel u 10pm gave me the feeling of like going thru the days of npcc life AGAIN! the feelings are so strong and i miss my pals! so decided to meet the guys but dan and wr are in ns thus the most busy ones so we have to defer lo.. but the meet up has got good response! =DD

okie.. back to work.. hmm. helped vivien with her work but she so kan jiong and instructions not that clear.. see her so busy so i tried to do myself.. though its time for home, i continued to do as i wanted to help her to lighten her load.. (she looks damn stress and breathe very heavily!).. zaw came to ask if i'm ready to go and i intent to ask him leave first.. stood up to look for vivien and found her gone!! din even say bye! if not for zaw, i'll still be continuing there.. zzz. yes.. i could have just look for her.. but i din dare to, as my supervisior was sitting in front of me and he has been looking at me for the whole day without even speaking to me lo! wonder if he's really that busy or shy? hmm. alright.. i have to go and do my reflection after crapping with bernard, the bird! tata~


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has been some days since i last updated.. to refrain myself from repeating how sip went, shall update here! phone bill explode le!

1st day started by a brief intro by the hr coordinator.. zuellig is actually a distribution company not pharamacy.. we then knew which dept we are posted to.. i got attached to the accounts dept, zaw to credit, sijie to hr and raymond to marketing.. others are the logistics students and most of them are required to go back to the old building at loyang.. me and zaw shared a cubicle and its the managers' and heads' cubicles! envy right.. we have our privacy. haas.

ooh yea.. i have to say about the company's "service" to us.. they actually have company buses which will bring us to and back from the company to 3 mrt stations.. but its inconvenient for us.. the best part i thought was the lunch bus.. as the company is located quite inside and we have to walk around 15-20 mins out to the hawker, they actually have bus to bring us out to eat!! how cool that is, right.. we'll go to loyang point on mon, wed and fri and tampines mart on tue and thu.. i really think this is a good arrangement.. but we have to be able to catch up the bus if not we have to eat papers liao.. hahas!


the post is sort of long so separate it for easy digestion. lol


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Monday, September 8, 2008

got the attachment posting today.. was quite upset cause my image of attachment is at some banks or finance companies in CBD. however, i got a company located in changi for today, was at loyang and i've found out its a pharmacy. located quite inside and the surroundings, quiet.. shirlin's bf was working there.. so its not that bad (at least someone know about it)?

the timing and pay are not a consideration to me.. and i've got zaw, sijie and raymond to work in the same company as me! sijie stay near me, zaw's my classmate and raymond, he was in the same class as me for psychology.. all quite friendly so i was relieved. and guess what.. i told zaw we can go to work together but i don't even have his number!! haiyo.. i wonder if he realised.. =X

our job scope and dept are not release.. and i may not be able to apply my course of study.. aww.. but oh well, what can i do now.. at least i got quite a complement? the workplace is considered as near my place and i've got friends with me (though we may not be in the same dept)..

thanks for twin's company.. k, hsingzz has been quite emo for the whole day.. things may turn out well on wed. so i shall stop thinking about it.. just look at the bright side and hopefully everything will be fine?

will be going to twin's house to try out the makeup tml. we'll be having fun! its a pity that our workplace are quite far.. i'm gonna miss you gal..


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Sunday, September 7, 2008

heya.. shocked that i actually create an account. have been quite strong on my stand about blogging as it restricts me from revealing things which i think that its personal.. then it will defeats the purpose as the "diary"? lol. anyways this blog only serves to save all those precious memories i had with my loved ones, including my friends of course. this will come to good use when i having short term memory! (which is like quite often. hehs.) alright. i'll start with what i've done for this pathetic one week holiday..


mon.. stayed at home.. i need ample rest, which i still don't have enough!

tue.. went to marine parade with my bro. woke up quite ill and shop around for his stuff.. ain't i supposed to look for my stuff too?

wed.. was quite voiceless and char said i looked ill. oh well, we had a great time shopping and i spent alot! who want sponsor me? heex.

thu.. met twin and prawn to shop. i guess they are more interested in their crush. haas. both are enthusiatically sharing for hours? haas. nonetheless, they made my day! and im feeling better cause of their crappiness? hehs.


fri.. supposed to meet cindy and erica but cindy has something on. we'll meet another day girls! misses.. end up clearing my desk.. oh well, i should have done that earlier.. hehs. but it definitely looks much much neater than before! satisfied =)


sat.. woke up early to go to ntu for briefing. travel all the way down to the west. anyways that really refresh my memory and will aid in the game, i hope. haas. gambate linzt! do our best to clinch the top few! though there's like lots of more educated and experienced people who join.. =/ then we travel back to the east. so troublesome lo! i'm sure linzt and char wouldn't want to go to ntu le right.. hahas. wonder how hui ping manage to do that everyday! ><
went to prawn's house with twin and its like so damn cosy la! got the urge to rent a room from her! hahax. we then left for east coast and it was so windy and the sudden rainfall resulted in "sandstorm"! we were like ouching away and running for the underground! what a long day..

anyways, will know our attachment posting tomorrow! wheee. anxious yet excited! always prefer work to study.. but oh well, wait till i work and i'll miss those studying time? lol. life is always contradicting.. wish me luck!



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