have been doing my best to put someone down.. i may be thinking too much or reacting too greatly.. since we cant even chat like normal friends, might as well give up. i don't wanna feel like a bug who cling on to a piece of block..
keep helping him to give excuses to lie to myself.. but from what others said about him, its just totally different.. i then realise how far i am to him...
trying hard to keep away from those who has got connections to him and speak less to those who knows his on-goings..
twin said she never seen me so emo.. sis felt he is affecting me too much.. someone pls help me!! i don't wanna let time make me sink deeper!!..