last day of lecture in tp ytd! probably the last one in my entire life..
alright. im frightened by what lawrence told me. your classmates for part-time studies have got ah pek, pregnant woman, etc. much different from what we are used to have yea.
hmm. have the urge to back out.. thinking of the route everyone is taking.. thinking of the impossible. but hsingzz cannot be so irresponsible!! arghh.
don feel like to talk much these days. many things running through my mind. the unexpressable stuff. cant picture how future's gonna be like.. and i dowan to adapt a new environment! resistant to changes! hahas.
cannot deny that poly frenz are quite fun. even though one may not be part of my so-called gang, everyone contributes and "piece up" to this perfectly beautiful picture. akin to a zigsaw puzzle..
woanni asked me is there anything that i regretted doing or not doing in my poly life? LOTS! but sighs. i dont have a time machine. no second chance to undo those. oh well. get on with life!
one thing i really hope to do... remove him from my memory! dont know why he is rooted to my mind.
recently contacted lynne, my ex-mgr. shocked that she contributes to the unemployment rate. i mean.. she's a manager that everyone would like to have. sweet, thoughtful, polite, etc. i believe that a nice person like her would have the nicest thing in the world. somehow we discontinue our conversation.. i know that something is bothering her but obviously i cant help. sincerely hope that things will go well for her!
ok. valentine's day tml.. can see and hear everything abt this big day, even when im at home! obviously its my bro.. trying to be sweet to his gal. aww. envy sia. he never tried to cook for me before lo! hahas. im losing my bro's attention!
alright. gotta go prepare and meet char later. no BoyFren but have BestFren also not bad right. hahas. post the photos with leeping, woanni, and charlene another time. bleh.